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Love and Suffer

Lagi buka-buka terus dapet quote kaya gini:
"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."
- Woody Allen,

as olways,,harus baca berulang kali dulu baru bisa ngerti...
hhhmmm..admit it or not, i'm one of the people who really really avoid suffering,,thus I've once chosen for not to love...
Because i thought that was the easiest way to be happy.. ga usah mikirin yg kaya gitu hidup bakal lebih mudah.

I loved someone badly,,and then what was the result? brokenheart..


When i truly love someone or begin to love someone,,,my brain will start to work very hard.....mulai deh di otak jadi terlalu banyak yang dipikirin..jadi terlalu paranoid,,dari mikir dia serius ato maen2?kalo udah dapet, bosenan ga ya orangnya?blablablabla..sampe di ujung trus stuck yang muncul di pikiran: udahlah mending sendiri aja daripada sakit lagi..


Orang sih banyak bilang..dijalanin aja kali,,santai ajalah.. but that's not me being like that. (pernah terpengaruh untuk menjadi seperti ini..dan hasilnya parah) Let's say i'm not an easy going girl.. i have to be sure that i want it.


mmmmm,,, i will learn to love and to suffer.. then i will also learn that being hurt and paranoid is only the side effect.. (Side effect is a problem that occur in addition to the desired therapeutic effect) ..hahahaaaaa ga jelas emg ni blog.. but i'll just write what i like..
because,, again... it is easier for me to write than to speak..and it relieves me...

ouch!

knapa sakit di punggung kanan kambuh lagi yaaa... heran ga pernah kebentur ato kenapa2 ko bisa kaya gini..di rontgen jg oke2 aja.. i need my right hand in a very well condition..
should i comeback 4 another physiotherapy?? that was hurt tooooo much!
huhhh,,,pain..pain.. just go away..

mmmm..

blognya aneh n yg ngpostny jg aneh?! hah?hah? (speechless).. tp terimakasih looo atas pujianny,jd lebih termotivasi bwt ngpost yg lebih aneh2 lg..hahahahaha :D

Compare!!!!! Katy Perry and Zooey Deschanel ..


Jadi tiba-tiba keinget dan pengen ngpost !

Tau Katy Perry ato Zooey Deschanel kan?? mirip banget yaa! dulu sbelum katy perry muncul emang pernah liat zooey maen di film "Bridge to Terabithia" trus disana dia jadi guru n maen gitar terus nyanyi dengan suara yang serek2..haha..

Nah tiba2 katy perry muncul dan nyanyi ..

i thought they're the same.. matanya biru n suaranya juga mirip.. liat deh foto di sebelah: yang pake baju pink tu katy perry... kaya kembar kan!

dikirain yang nyadar dikit, adik liza juga bilangnya mirip banget.. eh pas brosing2, ternyata banyak ulasannya looooo.. and sooo many people said that this fact is FREAK!

Read this.. ulasan yang dikutip dari salah satu web:

Close your eyes and mentally picture a bendy, paper doll version of singer/actress Zooey Deschanel.

Katy and Zooey have always had that dark-haired, blue-eyed, fair-skinned lady of leisure thing going on, but it wasn't 'til Katy winked at us in her costume-y, Xanadu-inspired two-piece last Sunday that we came to an important realization: Katy and Zooey MAY ACTUALLY BE THE SAME PERSON.

+ Think about it: When was the last time you actually saw them in the same room together, at the exact same time? (Answer: Never). Check out this pic of Katy from the VMAs, compare them with this snapshot of Zooey from FNMTV -- Katy and Zooey's band She & Him were on the same episode of FNMTV, which was really confusing -- and watch their videos below. Then admit that they're either (a) identical twins, or else (b) aliens from some faraway planet where no one uses self-tanner -- and EVERYONE can sing.

this is odd! padahal kalo emang bener satu orang,,berarti kan dia multitalented bangeeeet!

Here I go! Starting a new Blog :D!


Yeeaa..it's almost weekend and tomorrow is holiday everyone!! so i decided to make a blog rightaway! haha..
Udah lama ga ngblog, blog pertama buatnya di friendster.. tapi berhubung FS udah kadaluarsa, jadi ga pernah ngpost lagi. Sebenernya buat kaya beginian atas usul Devina Saputra ...hehe.. tertuduh utamanya diaaa!
Dede bilang kita harus buat suatu forum yang di dalemnya kita bisa curhat tentang KP masing2!

Well,, that was a
GREAT idea!
Supaya bisa tau pengalaman masing2..karena sebenernya saya amat sangat berminat kp di rumah sakit,,hohooo..

Kenapa milihnya Blogspot? karena simple dan cocok untuk beginner alias dummy seperti sayaaa... pas tadi sempet pengen pindah ke wordpress,,soalnya pas liat templatenya okeeeeee! lucu deh! Terus memutuskan untuk sign up di wordpress,,tapiii.. jengjengjeng...ribet abis! hahah..ternyata hanya nafsu mata saja. Dan akhirnya dapet template wordpress yang diadapt ke blogspot,,cuman kurang memuaskan..halah!yasudahlah!

Semoga Blog ini bisa digunakan sebaik-baiknyaaa.. :))

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